Do you ever find yourself wondering what your purpose in life is? Lately that is a big issue for me. Don’t get me wrong there are others far worse off than I am and I’m grateful for what I have, it just seems to be one struggle after another. Determination to succeed and all that sounds good and I do consider myself to be a determined person but cracks are slowly appearing. Is my purpose in life to see how much crap I can take until I snap? Because that’s how it feels right now and then what? Positive thinking, tried and tested, I even wake up and say “today is going to be lucky” and shock horror, it isn’t. I used to believe that fate set our paths but now I’m wondering what I did that was so wrong to leave me stuck in this rut! Am I jealous of all those wealthy people living the high life? Yeah of course but partying and buying a handbag that could feed a small country isn’t what I’m after, I’d just like to get through one day without stress.